syncopated.

dice

flicking switches.

life at the moment is a dice.

there aren't necessarily 6 sides. in fact, not all the sides are equal. some sides always find themselves at the bottom, others invariably find themselves facing upwards.

i think these are my sides.

school
sailing
friends
music
family
happiness, satisfaction

right now, the side with 'school' faces up. cuz sailing home today i've realised i've got maths, chem, eng assignments due next week, econs test on mon, chem on tues. and i've also come to realise during this school week that i've only ever managed to do meaningful work at home once since the start of the year.

on the opposite end of the dice.

talking with the nutritionist today, discussing about how to get up to 75 kg. i'll need to work out at the gym more often.

and another side...

having meaningful friendships to get through these times. not attending orientation doesn't help. which is why yesterday's outing was quite meaningful to me. in the very least i can remember names with confidence!

and then there's how i want to handle my piano, which by itself can take up one post for discussion. thankfully the exam will be next year.

as for family...

thanks for tonight's dinner mom. it was great.

happiness? i need more doses of that. i guess everyone does.


i'm getting the feeling that my dice is spoilt. i'm afraid to roll it. i'm hoping it won't all fall apart at the seams.

We all try hard to live our lives in harmony
For fear of falling swiftly overboard
But life is both a major and a minor key
Just open up the chord...

We all live under the same sky
We all will live we all will die
There is no wrong there is no right
The circle only has one side

. . .

on a lighter note, cai was kinda funny today.

on one of the downwinds, giba told us to sail in pairs and do 8 gybes. the two of us decided to try for 10.

he was in the drink after two.

then i told him that, whenever one of us capsizes, we must start from zero again. hahaha.

down he went again on the 7th.

at the end of the day i told him that our score was probably like -5. cai capsized 8 times in total, and me twice.

good fun.

Strummed at 9:32 PM (x)